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Posted by carbonlad - September 17th, 2023


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Posted by carbonlad - September 13th, 2023


I'm still making songs, I'm going through a ton. Sorry about that.

Demo for a future song.

The vocals are not my voice but I did sing them. Very sorry.

I hope you enjoy this as much as I did making it.


Please check out the last news post (with the 3 music videos) or the last release here:

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tomfjm/happiertimes


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Posted by carbonlad - September 9th, 2023



I will be editing this post with links as the release gets rolled out on streaming. Thank you.



"Look buddy, I'm depressed. And the only way I can correct it is by making Hikkiko-melancholy (or "Indie_Melonrocky"), the happiest music known to man; Made by internet shut-ins in their bedroom stu-stu-studios. Lets never forget the resident's of "Mums basement", the depressed basement dwellers of man-kind and their flushable contributions to society. UGHH!! *flush*, (this music stinks!!!)."


I've had a terrible 4 weeks where I didn't really want to get out of bed; More worse that I usually feel. It inspired a lot of creativity and thinking that maybe most of the things I appreciate won't always be around forever. Happier Times was music I came up with to make myself feel better about the whole thing. It's mostly Guitar, Piano and Rock Drums like prior releases, but a little more pleasant. Some of it is intense and uplifting, other songs like "Mildly upset" are like "upbeat paranoia" as best as I could capture that.


And while it isn't quite October yet, "Deal in happiness" is a song about making a deal with the devil in exchange for happiness. It was more of a reflection on being content with swamping yourself with work and distractions in order to be less sad. It is probably the strongest song of the three videos. I don't intend to give everything way however.


So please enjoy the music I've released; its on Spotify; YouTube, AppleMusic, all services through Distrokid, and on bandcamp for $4.20. Happier times is my 10th release in the 3 years. I really hope you enjoy it or at least makes you feel a little less sad


Thank you


https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tomfjm/happiertimes


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Posted by carbonlad - September 7th, 2023


Edit: Last 3 videos have been updated with flash versions on NG

Theyre also available on the website with lyrics and vocals

Thank you.



The Song Collection "Happier Times" is coming to streaming services soon, I Dont know when, hopefully before October.

The songs for the last 3 flash music videos will be on that collection.

Vevo link for "Deal in happiness" coming shortly.


Thanks for watching btw.



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Posted by carbonlad - September 4th, 2023


I'd like the curtains to match the drapes so to speak; something about the new videos matching the site etc. Its still very ugly so back off!!! (dont view on your phone). Uglier than sin!!!! Maybe I will sell T-shirts one day

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Posted by carbonlad - September 3rd, 2023


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Got tired of looking at "Made me happy" so I'm posting this.

(And yes I made that entire movie, the music and everything, Dont be confused by my shame in Author comments)


Posted by carbonlad - August 30th, 2023




I hope you like it.

Enjoy.


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Posted by carbonlad - August 27th, 2023



Hi.


I hate my life


Theres a new single with 3 songs being released, its out now on streaming services


There's a new music video on newgrounds while its being uploaded to vevo within a week.

You can watch that here: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/896703


Thanks for reading


I hate my life.


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Posted by carbonlad - August 21st, 2023


Heres Ever Resilient:


And here's Determined Collapse:


And here's the video for Another Try which I only really like once verse in it.

It still makes me laugh on those hard and difficult days.


I am still trying to quit smoking, its waering my body out real bad, I dont even want to joke about it

But I might in the future.


Take Care Everyone


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Posted by carbonlad - August 20th, 2023


I must quit smoking

I cant deal with the physical lower side pain anymore

Im like gripping my desk in pain as to not trigger it

it fucking sucks it has to go.


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