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Livin my worst life
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Joined on 4/19/15
Posted by carbonlad - September 13th, 2023
I'm still making songs, I'm going through a ton. Sorry about that.
Demo for a future song.
The vocals are not my voice but I did sing them. Very sorry.
I hope you enjoy this as much as I did making it.
Please check out the last news post (with the 3 music videos) or the last release here:
Posted by carbonlad - September 9th, 2023
I will be editing this post with links as the release gets rolled out on streaming. Thank you.
"Look buddy, I'm depressed. And the only way I can correct it is by making Hikkiko-melancholy (or "Indie_Melonrocky"), the happiest music known to man; Made by internet shut-ins in their bedroom stu-stu-studios. Lets never forget the resident's of "Mums basement", the depressed basement dwellers of man-kind and their flushable contributions to society. UGHH!! *flush*, (this music stinks!!!)."
I've had a terrible 4 weeks where I didn't really want to get out of bed; More worse that I usually feel. It inspired a lot of creativity and thinking that maybe most of the things I appreciate won't always be around forever. Happier Times was music I came up with to make myself feel better about the whole thing. It's mostly Guitar, Piano and Rock Drums like prior releases, but a little more pleasant. Some of it is intense and uplifting, other songs like "Mildly upset" are like "upbeat paranoia" as best as I could capture that.
And while it isn't quite October yet, "Deal in happiness" is a song about making a deal with the devil in exchange for happiness. It was more of a reflection on being content with swamping yourself with work and distractions in order to be less sad. It is probably the strongest song of the three videos. I don't intend to give everything way however.
So please enjoy the music I've released; its on Spotify; YouTube, AppleMusic, all services through Distrokid, and on bandcamp for $4.20. Happier times is my 10th release in the 3 years. I really hope you enjoy it or at least makes you feel a little less sad
Thank you
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tomfjm/happiertimes
Posted by carbonlad - September 7th, 2023
Edit: Last 3 videos have been updated with flash versions on NG
Theyre also available on the website with lyrics and vocals
Thank you.
The Song Collection "Happier Times" is coming to streaming services soon, I Dont know when, hopefully before October.
The songs for the last 3 flash music videos will be on that collection.
Vevo link for "Deal in happiness" coming shortly.
Thanks for watching btw.
Posted by carbonlad - August 27th, 2023
Hi.
I hate my life
Theres a new single with 3 songs being released, its out now on streaming services
There's a new music video on newgrounds while its being uploaded to vevo within a week.
You can watch that here: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/896703
Thanks for reading
I hate my life.
Posted by carbonlad - August 21st, 2023
Heres Ever Resilient:
And here's Determined Collapse:
And here's the video for Another Try which I only really like once verse in it.
It still makes me laugh on those hard and difficult days.
I am still trying to quit smoking, its waering my body out real bad, I dont even want to joke about it
But I might in the future.
Take Care Everyone