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Posted by carbonlad - August 27th, 2023



Hi.


I hate my life


Theres a new single with 3 songs being released, its out now on streaming services


There's a new music video on newgrounds while its being uploaded to vevo within a week.

You can watch that here: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/896703


Thanks for reading


I hate my life.


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Posted by carbonlad - August 21st, 2023


Heres Ever Resilient:


And here's Determined Collapse:


And here's the video for Another Try which I only really like once verse in it.

It still makes me laugh on those hard and difficult days.


I am still trying to quit smoking, its waering my body out real bad, I dont even want to joke about it

But I might in the future.


Take Care Everyone


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Posted by carbonlad - August 20th, 2023


I must quit smoking

I cant deal with the physical lower side pain anymore

Im like gripping my desk in pain as to not trigger it

it fucking sucks it has to go.


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Posted by carbonlad - August 13th, 2023


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Posted by carbonlad - July 24th, 2023


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7-24-2023 DEMO VERSION UPDATE

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REWIND -- Z KEY

INVENTORY NOW 10 SLOTS!!!!


Rewind The Action using "Z Key + LEFT / RIGHT"

An older feature I've brought back to this new version.

Things are getting a bit slow so I'll have to optimize soon.


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Posted by carbonlad - July 19th, 2023


I covered Cheers and Beetlejuice recently

Check those out too.


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Posted by carbonlad - July 14th, 2023



The original in color (with JP vocals and US instrumental)



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Posted by carbonlad - July 9th, 2023


iu_1018236_5364871.webpThe Youtube Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lwtGksMO-7KcJLYusSl_RQEUbAKqaEnk0

Bandcamp page: https://fjmtom.bandcamp.com/album/online-musician

Coming to Spotify soon.


Video1 Another Try: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/889658

Video2 Online Musician: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/890287


Not much else to say; I'm just really tired at the moment. And this will probably involve more work in the future.

I'm getting tired of getting tired right now too.


Take care everyone


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Posted by carbonlad - July 6th, 2023



"Online Musican" was a tune I came up with after adding vocals to "Another Try"; its not very deep, none of them are.


Most of the songs I've put together had melodies with intended vocals in them.

This time I tried to develop the song around catchy vocals instead; I liked it a lot at first.

I just still feel very weird screaming in my apartment, although not a lot of people can hear me.

Because of that, I spent a lot of time editing a few bars instead of redoing entire takes.

I probably like this a bit more than the other songs, but hey.


I'm probably going to take a break for a bit; I'm burnt out -- these periods don't last very long.

In general I'm pretty disillusioned with the idea of turning this into "a living".

If I do, I'm going to have to work a lot harder and probably find a different way into using music.

Making crappy flash videos with 90s keyboards isnt a viable method.


https://fjmtom.bandcamp.com/album/another-try

https://www.youtube.com/@tom_fjm_music

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5wDkOADoalEN4oRz4w5Jh4


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Posted by carbonlad - July 2nd, 2023



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